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Some of America’s most intriguing women writers celebrate motherhood on the road. They discover that their children open doors, worlds, and friendships. Notable authors include: Louise Erdrich, Kathleen Dean Moore, Molly O’Neill, Gabriella de Ferrari, and Mary Catherine Bateson.
The Willamette–Kathleen Dean Moore
Oregon
Mother to the World–Cherilyn Parsons
India
Where the Desert Blooms–Janet Strassman Perlmutter
Israel
The Fourth of July–Irene-Marie Spencer
Wisconsin
Vincent’s Room–Christine Loomis
New York
Mama Bear–Colin Chisholm
Alaska
Nests–Louise Erdrich
At home
Remembering Dorothy Parker–Hallie Ephron Touger
New York
Bambini: Reflections in Venice–Michele G. Hanson
Italy
Two for the Road–Molly O’Neill
Pacific Northwest
The Anil Journals–Susan Wadia-Ells
India
Lessons of the Rainforest–Stephanie Levin-Gervasi
Costa Rica
The Guilt Trip–Marybeth Bond
Morocco
Improvisation in a Persian Garden–Mary Catherine Bateson
Iran
The Swimming Lesson–Denise M. Spranger
Mexican Caribbean
Ten Blocks–Terry Strother
New York
Over the River and Through the Woods–Pamela Michael
USA
Mother’s Cooking–Gabriella De Ferrari
Peru
Christmas in Cairo–Joyce Wilson
Egypt
Camping with Lucy–Claire Tristram
California
Hippocrates’ Island–Mimi Lafollette Summerskill
Greece
The Places I Went When My Mother Was Dying–Wendy Dutton
Indiana & California
A Hand in the Darkness–Kyle E. Mchugh
Massachusetts & Pennsylvania
You Can’t Say You’re My Mother–Mary Mchugh
Ukraine
The Beat of the Aeonian Drums–Barbara Wilder
England
Whacked Upside the Soul–Susan Zwinger
Alaska
Coming of Age on Bali–Claire Walter
Bali
The Magic Side of Time–Mary Gaffney
Peru
Work It, Girlfriend–Robin Beeman
USA
Mother in a Strange Land–Laura Cunningham
Romania
Alitude Adjustment–Tricia Pearsall
Washington
A Hand in the Darkness
by Kyle E. McHughA mother and daughter cope with blindness.
The Christmas season of 1981 was no holiday for me. The day after Thanksgiving I had awakened blind in one eye, the result of diabetic retinopathy. Doctors told me that it was only a matter of time before I would lose the vision in the other eye as well. I had recently left Boston University with one year remaining, hoping to repair my damaged eyes with laser surgery. Now, back in my parents’ home in Pennsylvania, I believed I had no future and that any worthwhile living had ended.
For days I lay in the bed in my old bedroom, feeling hopeless and incapable of the simplest task. As each day passed, I watched the details of the world fade into a blur, knowing that soon it would all disappear into a cavernous darkness.
My mother kept me alive during those days when my only purpose seemed to be to watch myself deteriorate. She made me special meals and cut my food, helped me find the right color clothes if I ever dared to dress, and rubbed my back through hours of inactivity.
Trying to maintain some semblance of Christmas, my mother bought a tree and shopped for presents. As she hung the lights and the fragile glass ornaments on the tree, she thought of all the years when she and I had done it together, reminiscing about past Christmases and laughing at our own foibles. Now, she had no idea whether I would even be able to make out the shape of the tree, or the brightly colored lights that studded its branches.
One afternoon my mother went out to the mall, feeling little Christmas spirit as she shopped for last minute gifts. I remained in bed, half listening to the television that droned on in my bedroom.
A few hours later, I heard her return. She burst into my bedroom, still wearing her coat, and sat on the edge of my bed. She smelled of the cold, crisp air outside and had tiny bits of snow melted on her collar. From one of her bags she excitedly withdrew a package. “I found you the greatest thing!” she said enthusiastically as she opened the box. Inside was a small silver cube with a large button on top. She depressed the button and a steady male voice announced, “It’s 4:36 p.m.”
She watched for my reaction, placing my hands on the button. When I depressed it, it announced the time again in the same clear voice.
“Where did you find it?” I asked, actually smiling for the first time in days.
“I got it at Radio Shack,” she said. “I thought you might like it.”
I sat up in bed and inspected the clock with my hands. My mother read me the instructions, explaining that I could make it announce the time on the hour if I wished.
It was then that I realized–for the first time since the start of my impending blindness–that I could do something independently. It struck me how totally helpless I had been, not even able to know what time it was without asking for assistance. I cleared a space on the table next to my bed and put the clock there.
In the weeks that followed, my vision deteriorated and so did my spirit. I could not imagine being competent at anything ever again, much less capable of caring for myself. I was destined to spend the rest of my life in my parents’ home, far from the life in Boston that I had adored.
On one rare occasion, I left the safety of my bedroom and inched my way downstairs. I felt along the walls, heading toward the kitchen. Before I reached the door, however, I heard my mother crying inside. She was pleading with God, angry that he had destroyed the life of her child. How could he have taken away a life so full of hope and promise? Tears fell on my nightgown as I turned and climbed the stairs back to my bedroom. Not only had my life ended, but my mother’s had as well, for I knew that she would sacrifice most of her time and energy to care for me, doing her best to put joy back in my life. If that meant giving up her career as a writer, her many friends, and her frequent travel, I was sure that she would do it. I sat on the edge of my bed and abandoned my own self-pity for the moment.
Although I had no future, I could not condemn my own mother to a life of servitude. My blindness was a freak of nature. My mother’s sacrifice would be one of pure love. I went to the telephone and called the Pennsylvania rehabilitation program for the blind. I had met with their representatives earlier, at a time when I was too hopeless to be encouraged by their words. This time, I was prepared to listen. When I told my mother that I was ready to begin living again, she seized the opportunity to help me. While I had occupied my time watching my world fade away, she had been forced to stand by helplessly and watch. Now she could be a part of my recovery. Since I had always loved to read, we decided that reading Braille must be my first priority.
It had never looked very difficult when I had seen blind people reading Braille in the movies, their fingers skimming lightly along the pages. Perhaps I could do that.
My mother ordered a book of Braille instruction, with raised dots on one side and print on the other. As I struggled to distinguish the confusion of meaningless lumps beneath my fingers, my mother taught herself to sight-read the configuration of the dots. She spent hours with me, practicing the frustrating task of training my fingers and my mind to recognize the various letters. She made me excited about the joy of learning something new, despite my frequent desire to abandon the effort as hopeless.
As she had when I was a child learning to read for the first time, she came up with creative ways to help me practice my reading. At that time, we were still spending hours in the waiting rooms of eye doctors, pursuing the slightest chance of a magical cure. As we sat next to each other in overcrowded hospital hallways and doctor’s offices, my mother would grasp my hand and place it on her own. Slowly, she would tap out Braille messages in my hand, converting the raised dots to a sort of Morse code.
I loved the stories my mother told me in those days. She always made me laugh by describing the fat and forlorn Philadelphians in the waiting room with us, or telling me jokes with punch lines enhanced by my struggle to decipher them. The words I grew to know the best, however, were, “I love you.”
My parents hired a private tutor to begin my mobility training before I entered the rehab center. As I wandered aimlessly down the street, waving my white cane in front of me, my mother tagged along, making careful note of the instructor’s words. She could feel how terrified I was to step into the dark space before me, unsure of what dangers might lay ahead. While her being there added little confidence to my walking, I knew that she would be there to pick me up if I fell down.
As the weeks progressed, my mother delighted at my slightest progress. She listened with interest as I introduced her to my new world, and cried with me over seemingly insurmountable obstacles.
I was moving forward, and she was right by my side.
By the spring I was ready and anxious to return to Boston. As I packed up my possessions, I was far too excited about returning to a productive life to fear the consequences. My mother had helped me find a beautiful apartment in the heart of the city. She shopped with me to find suitable furniture and equipment to stock the kitchen, and made beautiful curtains for the bedroom and living room.
I don’t know how we survived the actual move, for it entailed several sleepless nights, an overpowering rainstorm, and movers who failed to arrive with my furniture. But some inner core of strength and determination held us up. We even found ourselves laughing at the absurdity of the whole disastrous situation. Once the boxes had arrived, my mother helped me put everything in its place. She cleaned shelves before lining them with paper, ran to the hardware store to buy a hammer and nails to hang pictures on the wall and hung the new drapes at the window.
Once the furniture was in place, my mother patiently converted my possessions to those of a blind person. She sewed Braille tags into my clothes to indicate their color and labeled my voluminous files with similar tags. She helped me organize my shoes so that I didn’t confuse the black ones with the blue ones, and sorted the food in my freezer into distinct sections. Together we took endless walks around my neighborhood to acquaint me with the various twists and turns of the streets.
Finally, the day arrived when my mother had to return to Pennsylvania, my father, and her own life. As she hugged me for the last time, I panicked, wondering what on earth I was doing there.
“I don’t know if I can do this,” I cried.
She put her suitcase down and hugged me again.
“Then you can always come home,” she said.
I know that it was just as hard for her to leave as it had been for me to let her go. We had shared so much in the preceding months, such tragedy and triumph. She had watched me grow up all over again and now she had to let me go for the second time. When she had sent me off to college many years before, we both had known I would make it. But now, the future was a mystery.
My mother has become an even closer friend in the years that have followed. She had me written up in a magazine when I got a job as an aide to a state senator, cheered louder than anyone when I graduated from a Master’s program at Harvard and even traveled with me as my assistant on a consulting job I had in Kiev. She brags about me to anyone who will listen, often making me sound a bit too super- human. Yet, she never gives herself credit for inspiring my spirit and lighting the spark within me that makes me want to go on. Perhaps she doesn’t realize that she is a part of every one of my accomplishments.
Maybe that’s just part of being a mother.
Kyle E. McHugh is a consultant in international health care who has worked in a psychiatric asylum in England, for an Member of Parliament in Northern Ireland, for the homeless in Germany, and conducted an evaluation of the healthcare system in Ukraine. She lives in Boston and is the first blind woman to receive a Mid-Career Master of Public Administration degree from Harvard’s Kennedy School of Government.
Marybeth Bond has not always been a Gutsy Woman. During summer camp, at the age of ten, she was nicknamed “Misty” because she had a bad case of homesickness. Not one of her counselors would have predicted the bright travel career that lay ahead.
Now a nationally recognized travel expert, speaker, and media personality known as the “Gutsy Traveler,” she is the award-winning author/editor of seven women’s travel books including the national bestseller, A Woman’s World, winner of the prestigious Lowell Thomas Gold Medal for Best Travel Book from the Society of American Travel Writers Foundation.
Marybeth has walked, hiked, climbed, cycled, and kayaked her way through six continents and more than seventy countries. Her travels have taken her from the depths of the Flores Sea to the summit of Mt. Kilimanjaro, across the Himalayas and the Sahara Desert. She made her first gutsy decision when she left a successful corporate career, put her worldly possessions in storage, and bought a one-way ticket to Bangkok. While some thought (and told her) she was nuts, she traveled “single and solo” for two years around the world. It was during her travels that she discovered the “gutsy woman” within herself and had the time of her life.
Marybeth continues to criss-cross the globe educating, enlightening, and empowering others to explore it through travel. Whether your idea of a “gutsy traveler” is taking your first plane ride across the Atlantic, navigating the promenades of Paris, or rafting in the Rockies, Marybeth’s travel tips, know-how, and practical advice will guide you along the way.
A highly sought after speaker, Marybeth has addressed numerous consumer groups, corporations, and industry insiders about the amazing benefits of travel. She’s also appeared on more than 250 network and cable media outlets including CBS, ABC, FOX, NBC, CNN, NPR to name a few. She was a featured guest on The Oprah Winfrey Show, where she discussed with Oprah how it is through travel that women can refresh, renew, and recharge themselves and be ready to take on the world.
Currently Marybeth is Adventure Editor for TravelGirl Magazine and a travel correspondent for iVillage.com and USAToday.com. Her articles have been published in magazines and newspapers around the country.
Marybeth is a member of National Association of Journal-ists and Authors and the Society of American Travel Writers and was an advisor for Northwestern University’s Medill School of Journalism.
She now lives in Northern California with her husband (whom she met while trekking in Nepal!), two daughters and the family dog. Please visit her web site at www.gutsy-traveler.com for more news, updates, and travel advice from Marybeth.
Pamela Michael is a freelance writer and radio producer who lives in Berkeley, California. She is the author of The Whole World is Watching: An International Inquiry into Media Involvement in Education and is the editor of the upcoming Travelers’ Tales Rivers. Her story “Apron Strings,” about traveling with her diabetic son in Mexico, opened Travelers’ Tales Food: A Taste of the Road.